R A Card

R A Card is the editor of Blazes Press and a contributor to the New England Journal of Public Policy, Alaska Magazine, Omphalos Quarterly and numerous other publications.

The Restless Wanderings of a Dreamer and, Finally, an Assassin

Before he shot President James Garfield, Charles Guiteau—sometime lawyer, sometime bill collector, sometime evangelical, sometime utopian—shifted in the margins, wracked by dreams of belonging.

Art by Zoe Grieze

Journal Note, April, 1865: I couldn’t remember who I was. I remember there was someone I had to be, but couldn’t remember how to go about it. I watched, and tried to remember. I had always been in possession of extraordinary talents, depths of aptitudes. I penetrated the souls of crowds. 

In the garden, Dr Noyes took me aside—he came to us in confidence, a prophet humble and generous—and gave me to understand that I was a student of uncanny closeness to the glory of God. In those times we felt Him palpable in the rooms and gardens of our settlement. On worship days we tumbled noisily from the quarters and knelt in attendance with Dr Noyes—his high-pitched voice carried across the hall in considered cadences, we prayed fervently that we would come closer to perfection in ourselves. I admit sometimes it eluded me: perfection, its concept drifting from my thinking. I could be lazy and covetous. Mean in thought. I slept late abed, pondering what my talents could accomplish in the world. In the colony, our hands were implements of labor, but often I neglected the crops in favor of reading and thinking, philosophizing, coming to understand God had made for me a sphere more venerable than my that of my fellows.

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Journal Note, April, 1872: The promise of sharing the proximity of Mrs Hayes in the garden for a period of time was a luxury not to be taken for granted; one morning, a February it might have been, I discerned her through the pane. She must have woken early, in bloomers and wool jacket she was tossing grain to a half a dozen ducks and as many geese. A glaze of new-formed ice was upon the pond, the early sun gray-violet upon it. Her feet had left delicate prints upon the frost. Her scent of jasmine stirred me even in the morning’s chill. Doubtless she apprehended my approach, but did not turn to greet me. I thought to tell her honestly I had observed her on numerous occasions, and believed we had much in common. But I stammered, the words were like rocks in my mouth. She could be indulgent to others; I objected to her to being so with me. Charles, she said. It was like that. A single syllable that possessed meaning beyond that of paragraphs. Feeling an agony that subsided only in its challenge, I plunged my hands into the pond, so she might observe me, then held them up in prayer, awaiting some signal. I would have stabbed myself had she asked. Later I poured water from pails into the basins in the house. But she had gone elsewhere. Had Mrs Hayes seen me whole, perfect in His sight, as Dr Noyes had said, she willingly would have joined her soul with mine in union of His love, and I in possession of her jasmine scent. It puzzled me that she should smile in those moments of our passing, but speak so few words. Other women in the colony were prettier, livelier perhaps, than Mrs Hayes—I approached them to share the wisdom of Dr Noyes, in carnal love—but they were unworthy of the colony’s mission, and shied of my conversations with them. I prayed and studied. I was wise in God, but others misconstrued piety for self-righteousness.

Journal Note, April, 1880: Kinesis supersedes caution, desire elevates to the imperative, inevitably. Meaning? I’ve cast about long enough, looking for a true self. Who am I? A true American. A quester. Pursuer of perfection, like any American. Adaptable. Disappearing into crannies, folded into the landscape. Coming up again. Toward becoming. The mind becoming, reaching newer peaks of perfection. To be a soothsayer, a deliverer and diviner.

Bivouacking upon the depraved island, I walk among fishmongers, purveyors of fly-specked beef carcasses on hooks, the men fat on graft and money-hoarding, women in their petticoats and rouge on their cheeks. They do not see me. They see me as a character on the fringe. An outlying devil. But, lo, priests and poets and visionaries appear as lunatics before their visions are attained.

My rented room is small, comfortable. I am operating now as an influencer. Making utopias of ash heaps. I wander streets, starting conversations. Manhattan’s a republic of its own, I see, in possession of corrupt and vile economies. On street corners I make speeches in support of the candidate, including exhortations, felicitous phrases, and am met by hundreds, thousands, who congregate to hear my words. Afterwards, men congratulate me. Women offer themselves willingly. I smile, shake their hands, return to my room to labor. The general, the candidate, too walks the streets. I see him about town. He greets me in hallways with familiar smiles. His broad shoulders and corrugated Republican beard identify him, like me, as a man of particular destiny, and we recognize each other as colleagues, coequals in stature.

My attempts to visit the candidate are met courteously, and I am certain he is coming to understand that my speeches will assure his election to the highest office in the land. In acknowledgement of my services, I humbly anticipate nomination to a prestigious position. I must be prepared. I must accept the responsibilities. Ambassador. In preparation I look in the mirror, comb my beard in the Hapsburg style. In Vienna I shall be expected to attend the opera, and stroll through the vorstadts on Sunday afternoons. I shall pick up the language of the courts, form alliances with archdukes, I shall be remarked upon as a man of distinction. I do not pretend to chose this particular fate, but as it choses me, I must accede. I ready myself, marching back and forth in the rented room.

Journal Note, April, 1881: from new temporary quarters, I stride across L Street, then past the Willard, and mount the Columbia streetcar, shivering off spring drizzle that insolently drenches my shoes and jacket. I must find a suitable coat, I remind myself. One that accents my physique, and sheds the severest rains. I must preserve myself from rogue forces that alter what is to be. At the Executive Mansion, I excuse myself, pushing ahead of the crush of petitioners. The secretary, the small impertinent clean-shaved man, knows me, my name, the position I am to assume. The president is indisposed to see me, he tells me in a voice of rigid foolhardiness. I know who I am to be, I say to him, I am seeing with clarity less clouded than ever in the forty years my life. His future too, I say with an excess of politeness. I can be courteous if desired, but he presents a barrier to his own future. I am speaking to him with the patient generosity of a friend. Through the open door the president is glimpsed in intimate conversation with another. I signal to him, to inform him of his secretary’s impertinence. The door is closed. I swipe the visitor log from the unworthy secretary’s desk. My mind clouds, I dwell in tempests of indignation, I am boxed out of destiny, without choices.

Mrs Hayes used to express sympathies for the ants she chanced to step on, for lowest of worms, but her kindness, I knew, was so general in its feeling that it was lost in its diffusion. Her hair was auburn, in summer grew lighter in the sun, and her smile slipped upon her lips as if by chance. When I departed the colony for life more amenable to my talents—lawyering, lecturing on subjects on which I’d become an authority—she deigned not return the congenial letters I wrote to her. The Oneida colony stinks with the hypocrisies of free intramural affection, mutual criticism, the assorted claptrap produced from the brain of that lunatic, Dr Noyes. I can think now of Mrs Hayes with some residue of affection, but the torment is hers, sad her failure to respond to my care for her. I wonder if I saw her in the capital today I should not refrain from striking her with my cane.

My room, unacceptable, is abandoned, I shift temporary residence in the early hours, avoiding detection of the night managers. Then shift rooms again, avoiding other managers. I retrieve damp newspapers from a park bench—yesterday’s. The president’s comings and goings are listed therein, theaters he attends, trains he rides to the New Jersey shore. Tomorrow I shall spend carefully on the day’s edition, and shall come up to him, greet him, so he’s sure to remember our meetings. He goes out with the usual retinue, cronies and henchmen. Sometimes takes his carriage with only the driver for company, taking the air with a petulant shrug of one assured of his stature. His beard grays, eyes shift. I set out from the station depot to observe, sometimes pace behind him at a fair distance, observing his movements as a scientist does his specimen. I see him, but am avoided by him. He is humiliated by not acknowledging that my efforts, my speeches in his support, insured his ascension to his high office. If it befalls me to preserve the republic, if I am to be savior come late to our century, I ought not but accept.

A beautiful revolver, ivory handled .442 British Bulldog, has come into my possession. I carry it about in a satchel or pocket. I conform to its meaning, its whispered language. Along the river by a stand of willows I practice, the revolver’s reports no less resounding than thunder of brigades. Silences come as their wont, all spirit in the voids. Nights, star-lit, bend to me. It declares itself, we together shall be known, a singular implement to make way for some closer iteration of perfection, as Dr Noyes once preached. It shall—the revolver—become a relic, like splinters of the true cross. Yea, a pure American relic. It must be. George Washington’s walking stick. As for position offered, the question shall be settled, I will accept my due as my duty. May Mrs Hayes read my name in the newspaper, and revere me as an ambassador in fine morning coat, shoes of patent leather, and loathe herself for her indifference. She will know me. They will see me. They will know of my name.

Garfield turns corners, pacing ahead of his companions. A self-deceived man, he conceives that his destiny is his to command. He whistles a jaunty tune. He looks round to me with no especial concern. As I’d want. His eyes remember me. The smile sunk in his beard is for me. Does he hold out his hand for me? Destiny is unsparing. Overrules the actors. In the instant of my fame’s achievement, the instrument and I become singular in our interception of an instant where the president lives. Screams of women prolong— I could not have predicted that sound. I could not have known how a trigger click alters matter. He twists as he falls, like a child, he looks at me and mouths my name. I am soon to take my place, Vienna, Paris, I dine inside palace walls, my story is told to wide acclaim, I am a man of repute. I am known by all, I strut and dance, my destiny free of the unwieldiness of commonplace moderation.

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WHAT IS THE POINT
OF ROCK MUSIC?

Turn it up. When rock’n’ roll was punk, and the search for meaning in the mosh pit.

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As the recognizable form, rock’n’roll came from out of seemingly nowhere and seemingly everywhere, organic but commercially driven, inevitable and accidental, it derived from prison hollers, English and Scottish ballad singing, Brill building song sellers, the invention of the transistor, the Arkansas hoedowns, shoeshine singers, Louisiana radio shows, West African gourd instruments, the chitlin circuit, the slave spirituals, medicine shows, minstrel shows, Mississippi riverboat dance band shows, zippos, sheet music emporiums, teenage grooming, backseats of cars, the speakeasy and cathouse stride players, homemade guitars, Yiddish theater, vaudeville and barbershop quartets and Camptown Races Do-da, and in the conforming hoopla of post-World War II atmospherics it was celebration of the democratic, the expressionistic, the subversive, it was music infused with race and identity politics, with the sublimation and distortion of race and sex, with urban and rural beats, Memphis, Chicago, Fort Worth, Clarksdale, and it spoke of depths of metaphysical sublimation and hunger, an anguish to feel, a barely articulate articulation. When Chuck Berry sang,

Swing low, chariot, come down easy
Taxi to the terminal zone
Cut your engines and cool your wings
And let me make it to the telephone

he wasn’t just singing about an airplane trip, he was mixing old spiritual longing with the modern condition, a sacred and secular conflation that warped the flight metaphor into something like a Ginsberg or Ashberry poem. Or when twenty year old Elvis Presley, a semi-employed truck driver, wandered into Sam Phillips’ Sun Studios in Memphis, and changed the course of popular music by singing,

Now this is one thing, baby
I want you to know.
Come on back and let’s play a little house,
And we can act like we did before.
Well, baby,
Come back, baby, come.
Come back…

you got the sense a lot more was at stake than doing the dishes. The universe was going up in flames, metaphysically, and Elvis (and guitar player Scottie Moore, and bassist Bill Black) was trying to keep time. Love, lust, have probably been standard song subjects since the first caveman whistled, but here was something extraordinarily combustible, menacing even, in the drawn-out syllables, the yelps and canine moans, against the cultural backdrop of all those Eisenhower-era teens sipping Coca-Cola by backyard pools. Little Richard and Elvis had been approximate hit-making contemporaries (“Tutti Frutti” entered the charts in December of 1955, “Heartbreak Hotel” was January 1956) and they would soon be followed by Jerry Lee Lewis, whose version of “Whole Lot of Shakin’ Goin’ On” was released in May of 1957, as Dwight Eisenhower, in the tentative but definitive first steps in dismantling Jim Crow, was sending troops to Little Rock, Arkansas, guarding African American students walking to an all-white high school. The optics for both Jerry Lee Lewis and Little Richard in 1957 must have been, let’s say, less suited for prime time living room watching than those of the comparatively mildmannered Elvis. But take a look at old pictures and video clips on Youtube of Richard and Jerry Lee from that era: even they were performing in suit and tie, their fashion sensibilities more in line with Steve Allen and the Anita Kerr singers than later gaudily spangly presentations of themselves, or—across the looming generational divide—the likes of Hendrix or the Beatles. The Beatles themselves were a uniformly mod-suited lovable combo in 1963, the year of “Viva Las Vegas” and the John Kennedy assassination, but within two years they’d morphed into the nascent drugginess and sitar experimentations of Rubber Soul.


By his mid-thirties, Elvis, for all his suggestive hip swivels and hair product provocations, had pretty much become relegated to the musical equivalent of the VHS, his endless string of mediocre movies undermining the otherworldly quasar of his early success. So old fans—now parents with jobs and mortgages, who viewed Elvis as a nostalgia-circuit figure of their own recently passed youth—must have taken notice of the television special comeback he mounted in 1968, performing in front of a live audience for the first time in seven years, hitting the stage in a black leather getup that made him look more like 50s-era Brando than the Beatles of their Sergeant Pepper resplendence, but belting out his repertoire of hits as if rediscovering the versatility and lusty clout of his own voice. His self-aware jokiness and leather outfit may have been unsuited to the flowing au current counterculture Beatles and Stones style, the hippies and Vietnam war protests going on in the streets, and it would soon lead to his arena-ready jeweled jumpsuit- and cape-wearing karate kicking excesses, but in 68 he’d staked out his territory and was pushing it for all it was worth. By that time, everyone was just trying to hold on, find their place. Chuck Berry’s

We had motor trouble that turned into a struggle
Halfway across Alabam’
And that ‘hound broke down and left us all stranded
In downtown Birmingham

was becoming Dylan’s

God say, “You can do what you want, Abe, but
The next time you see me comin’, you better run”
Well, Abe said, “Where d’you want this killin’ done?”
God said, “Out on Highway 61”

As with literature and the visual arts, no small part of the pleasure one derives from popular music comes from its predictable patterns, and its rejection of predictable patterns, the considerable feat of turning specificity into essentiality, the familiar into the wondrous. It’s an explicitly devotional move, implicitly political. One mission of art— maybe its primary mission, I have been thinking lately—is to declare life at its most quotidian to be to be unknowable, and then leaving it to the art to furnish its own particular meaning (whether a nonsense war whoop of “Tutti Frutti,” or Halley’s Comet arcing overhead in Giotto’s blue night sky) that has the effect of summoning the dead. It’s rebellion against any existing backdrop, a challenge to prevailing metaphors.

One problem with this idea—of art as rebellion—however, as Elvis et al must have eventually figured out, is that it has a limited shelf life. Defiance of norms in their context is one thing, but a few hundred years on, out of context, who really cares much that Candide is satire of enlightenment teleology, or thinks about Bach’s subversion of Calvinist musical norms? Maybe music or social historians know that “Tutti Frutti” superseded previous modes of expression, but after a while we’re left with the expression only. The context for the rebellion is an unread footnote.

Chuck Berry, Promised Land

The point is: rock music especially has always relied on the energy of subversion to counter the condition of existential ambivalence. Little Richard’s whoop, the giddy Chuck Berry lick in “Brown Eyed Handsome Man” (originally brown skinned), the siren whistle of “Highway 61” accomplish similar work: tearing down what gets in the way of feeling, foregrounding immediacy. Soon after the relatively innocent tunes of Little Richard, Jerry Lee, Buddy Holly et al began coming over the airwaves in the US and circulating transatlantically to England and back again, teaching the music of America back to itself, the songs, as a shared collective stock, took on more complex, and archly literary, forms. The LP album became the standardized format for serious artists. Hallucinogens, a thriving street culture, political vangardism, raised the ante. The music that came out of this period wasn’t so much in rebellion against the old as it was vaguely indebted to it. As curators, these bands were also going back past Elvis and Little Richard to deeper roots (Robert Johnson, Elmore James, the Carter Family, Charlie Patton, Bob Wills, Son House), averring prayer and nihilism in equal measure. And like kids who’d parlayed relatively modest inheritances into fortunes, the Stones, Beatles, Velvet Underground, the Stooges, Hendrix, the Who expanded their economies, amping everything up. Then when I started going to rock concerts in college in the 80s, you stood, as a test of good faith, as close to the stage as you could get, elbowing and leaping your way into of the arms of strangers in the madness of what would become known as the mosh pit. Bands like the Replacements, Ramones, the Lyres, Pogues, Sonic Youth, the Cramps, Leaving Trains, Lazy Cowgirls, Jason & the Scorchers, Hüsker Dü, Black Flag played at such frenzied speed and volume that you were compelled by the music’s sheer force to release yourself to it, part of the frenzy you were creating. I wasn’t a drug user, but this must have been something like what it was like: feeling the power of absolute surrender. That I also happened love Frank Sinatra, Patsy Cline, Chuck, Elvis, Buddy Holly, Robert Johnson, Bruce Springsteen, may have put me at odds with many dorm-mates and fellow concertgoers, but the broader musical repertory spoke of some expanded tribal attachment, each concert creating a portal into the history of everything.

A question occurred to me the other day. What was one supposed to do with that elevated feeling engendered by these experiences? It’s an odd question. I’m not sure it makes as much sense as I think it ought to. Either way, I don’t have any answer for it. You sing along. You feel, in the general sense, as Emerson—the transparent eyeball—proposed, being “glad to the brink of fear.” When you look at a Rembrandt it doesn’t so much demand viewers stand on any cliffs as it asks them to consider eternal stillness. But of all artistic genres, rock music in its purest form seems to call one to action. When Shane MacGowan, frontman of my all-time favorite band, the Pogues, sings,

Now you’ll sing a song of liberty for blacks and paks and jocks
And they’ll take you from this dump you’re in and stick you in a box
Then they’ll take you to Cloughprior and shove you in the ground

he’s implicitly enjoining us to witness and acknowledge suffering, ugliness, hopelessness, the grit beneath your skin, and—at least that’s how I see it—to stake a position. For those of us who grew up in the mashup decades of the 70s, 80s, 90s, going to see these bands that played with high-wire exhilaration, we felt gladness to the brink. We were true believers.

The Pogues, Wild Rover

But to get back to my original question: What’s the point of rock music? Or is that a bad faith question to begin with? Is all that thrashing about, the ramped-up guitars, merely entertainment, a pose, a schtick, and one should no more expect music to have a point than Buffalo Bill’s Wild West show, or Survivor? Yet— Yet a few answers might be suggested. 1) More is the point. Turn it up. Little Richard’s band used to play through a 25 watt PA. A decade and a half later, the Who’s PA was 120,000 watts. You can’t hear your own thoughts. You’re lost in greater and greater waves of sound pressure pushing your cells around. But volume on its own, it seems to me, points to diminishing returns, lack of meaning, the collapse of a tulip economy. 2) In its superficial disdain for mainstream materialist culture, rock, like hip-hop, also proposes an alternative materialism. Rebellion as a currency of capitalism. Graceland as the promised land. Take the Car, for example. Next to the Girl, the greatest of all rock metaphors. In fact, the first rock’n’roll song might have been “Rocket 88” (1951), Ike Turner’s paean to a new model Oldsmobile and a template for practically everything that came after: Chuck Berry, songs from Janis Joplin, the Beach Boys, Springsteen, Prince, A Tribe Called Quest. The car, like the girl, evolved as a metaphor of conveyance, of escape, transcendence, of motion as emancipation, but it’s also a capitalist motif, and rock’s adoption of it complicates the notion of rock as rebellion against the larger social milieu. Monthly car payments warrant no mention in “Rocket 88” nor “Little Red Corvette” nor in any of Springsteen’s epics of escape and survival. 3) Though much—most—of rock music isn’t overtly political, it can, in its prevailing tendency, make the political point that the world, being fraught with anxiety, insecurity, turmoil, is always looking to be upgraded. Rock music, like the church, inches toward salvation. Art does shape our way of knowing, our way of seeing the world outside itself, and making the unknowable into, well, not exactly something knowable, but perhaps tolerable. At any number of the Pogues concerts I went to over the years, Shane would lurch into the line from “Sick Bed of Cuchulainn,” “They’ll take you from this dump you’re in and stick you in a box,” and the instant had the effect of bonding the tribe—the world, it seemed to me—in humane solidarity, intersecting anguish with hope before they take you from the dump. Perhaps, in retrospect, there’s a moment, thinking of such nights, when you find yourself unexpectedly responsive to the music’s accumulated force. That’s all.

The other day I was talking to my lifelong friend, Eve, who told me a story about being on hold with customer service at Neiman Marcus, when the wonderful pop confection “Can’t Hardly Wait,” from the Replacements’ Pleased to Meet Me album, came on.

Eve and I had seen the Replacements together in Providence, in the late 80s, on a memorably debauched, wondrously cinematic night that’s remained a mythical touchstone for both of us lo these decades later. If my memory is right, the Replacements’ original guitarist Bob Stinson had been kicked out of the band and they were touring in support of Pleased to Meet Me, on the cusp of a commercial breakthrough that never quite happened. Without Bob, they were a more professionalized unit but still careeningly unmanageable. At the time I wasn’t tuned to the band’s looming identity crisis, but it hardly mattered; the Living Room in Providence, like CBGBs in the Bowery or a million other rock clubs across the country, was graffiti scribbled, possessed of a reassuringly ambient stench of cigarette smoke, b.o. and sloshed Budweiser, and Eve and I, caught in the room’s dim strobe flicker, surfed the wave of elbows, shoulders, the sudden intimacy of a stranger’s mouth two inches from your face. All these decades later discreet memories of that night still exert a stranglehold on my imagination, and I wondered if the Neiman Marcus folks, or the hold music folks, could have fathomed the song’s meaning (that absurdly inadequate word) to us. Or had “Can’t Hardly Wait,” sunk into the generational background, as “Tutti Frutti” or “Heartbreak Hotel” in our parents’ generation had a few decades before: a noise that elicited a fond echo, with little trace of its original tumult and insurgency.

“Can’t Hardly Wait” is a love song of love in tatters, as much of an anthem as the Replacements could ever muster, a pop ditty with an ashtray heart. For a band that so famously shrugged its shoulders at commercial considerations, it’s a wonder the Replacements themselves could have ok’d the licensing of the song, or that the lyrics passed Neiman Marcus’ corporate muster:

Jesus rides beside me
He never buys any smokes
Hurry up, hurry up, ain’t you had enough of this stuff
Ashtray floors, dirty clothes, and filthy jokes….

But maybe that’d been the point all along. In begrudgingly joining the mainstream, the music was less corrupted by its association with it than the mainstream was enriched by the music. Songs like “Can’t Hardly Wait” are secret bombs waiting to go off, insisting, as you’re on hold at Neiman Marcus, that life’s a messier business than you think, but we’ll get by in defiance and, as Emerson says, gladness to the point of fear. Or, as Shane MacGowan in his cigarette-and-god-knows-what-abraded voice, sings, “Then they’ll take you to Cloughprior and shove you in the ground/ But you’ll stick your head back out and shout, ‘We’ll have another round.’”

LAS VEGAS - AUGUST 28: Adult film actress Stormy Daniels poses in a creation by Junker Designs after a fashion show debuting the company's new collection at the Rainbow Bar & Grill as part of the MAGIC convention August 28, 2006 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Ethan Miller/Getty Images)
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A NIGHT ON THE TOWN WITH STORMY D

The porn star & the president. One nation’s not quite love story.

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Stormy Daniels poses after a fashion show

There’s an unruly tag poking out from behind the black bra strap, between the defined blades of her shoulders, and she bounces up onto the stage, two, three, wiping down the stripper pole like a scrub nurse. In one gravity defying motion, she—brunette, pimples, ponytail—shimmies up the pole, thighs like a vice, she’s high, now impossibly higher, bumping against the ceiling, smiling down upon us like a winged seraph. Then comes slamming down—a firefighter, or a loser in a country-fair greased pole contest—as the amplified music, an unholy alliance of Classic Rock and nuevo synth, beats beneath the voice of the MC. The crowd, vaguely piqued, vaguely under- eroticized, waves two-dollar bills, she tucks them in her thong and scampers off stage, met by the club’s handler with a towel and helping hand.

It’s Stormy Daniels night at TJ’s Showcase in Scarborough, Maine, part of her national Make America Horney Again tour, and locals pack the place. I’ve been here since eight, it’s ten, no ten thirty, still no sign of Stormy, still a panoply of young women in underwear, fishnets, as variously, vigorously tattooed as Queequeg, chatting up the patrons (“clients”) for twenty-five buck (plus tip) dances. There’s a milling of regulars who’ve come out on a Thursday night to share the room’s dwindling oxygen and the dancers’ singular perfume. My legs are getting stiff from not budging from the position I’ve staked out at the bar, my budget’s wearing thin from the seven dollar beers, and I turn to reading a biography of Mark Twain I’ve been trying to finish for days. I came to bear witness to what I thought could develop into a blood feud between reds and blues, a tableau of the country’s polemical woes played out in the unlikeliest of venues, but nothing of the sort seems to be developing. A couple days after tonight I read that indeed there’ve been sign-carrying Stormy supporters rallying outside other clubs on the tour, but if any liberals like me have shown up tonight to be sanctified in Stormy’s presence, there’s no evidence of it.

There’s not a single MAGA hat in sight either, no hoots of derision, no talk of impeachment or insurrection, no storming of the barricades. As meme measuring, my reportage appears a bust. Still—by ten thirty the place is filling. Some middle-aged guys who look like they’re back from a day’s charter fishing expedition congregate by the bar, chatting up the dancers, who sense money in the water. A posse of twenty-somethings shuffles in in matching t-shirts: a bachelor party of decent seeming guys on a mission. A smattering of housewives and househusbands on risqué date night, it looks like, extend bills toward a new dancer on stage, who accepts them between her breasts with a shrug and grin before slipping away. In light of Metoo, such congregational illusions, sustained by alcohol, perfume and suspension of disbelief, can seem a relic of the frathouse, retrograde male hegemony, and casual Trumpian indifference to any but the most superficial, utilitarian aspects of another’s existence. Pure transaction. But you can’t help thinking there’s also an element of high theatricality here, gymnastic attainment that might just be worth the price of admission. It’s genuine showbiz razzmatazz of a sort—purveying desire and desirousness as spectacle. The dancers are hustling entrepreneurs, making a living American style, winking at the fakery of the apparatus, like magicians with a twinkle in their eye before they saw the assistant in half.

I try interviewing people. The proprietor of a restaurant a few towns away tells me he just wandered in, and is miffed at having to pay ten bucks over the usual ten for admission. Another guy, Sean—late twenties, goatee, with the look of a recently retired decathlete—explains he’s here because he “misses someone.” The Someone, an ex- in Portland, dumped him a few months ago. In the history of burlesque and can-can and ankle shows there must be more than sufficient number of lonely guys who seek comfort in dancers and can-can girls to populate several large midwestern metropolises, but if you ask me it’s a poor bet that TJ’s Showcase will assuage the heartache of any of them; but Sean’s got a plausible schtick, a patter that he claims is effective in securing attention: the genuineness of his feeling, he tells me, gets him a discount on lap dances.

Dancers, he says, genuinely come to love him, and he wields a slick narrative.

Maybe so, I nod, trying to decipher cabalistic meaning in the disclosure. But then, apropos of nothing it seems, he tells me that maybe a caucasian couldn’t totally understand what he’s getting at. The position of a white man in America is always one of privilege, he says, leaning in for emphasis. Sean is African American. I’m not. But I believe in my perhaps privileged way that the commonality of human spirit trumps identity politics most of the time, and Sean’s is a diversion that has strayed from the point that we manipulate that emotion in an attempt to recapture something genuine. I scribble notes on my hand (my notebook having been impounded at the door), and, feeling emboldened, broach the subject of Trump. Sean declines the bait. He’s here for a good time. Not just forget his Portland sweetheart, I deduce, but in some way forget what it means to be black in America under the administration of an avowed, unrepentant bigot. Perhaps he’s right: the right to dwell for a moment in the half life of an American strip club is a way of getting out from under oppression in love or race.

I look around for more potential interviewees, when at once the crowd grows remarkably still. And here she is.

Collectively we hold our breath. We regard her with an awe afforded a lesser order deity but deity nonetheless. Stormy. Over the sound system, the disembodied MC proclaims, Stormy Daniels, Stormy Daniels, Stormy Daniels, like she’s a pro wrestler, or one of those trucks with enormous wheels that drives over a row of twenty Volkswagens. It’s the default mode of marketing, I think, denoting something transcendental, the pushy imperatives of our time. Her entrance music is Steve Miller’s Abracadabra (Reach out and grab ya—). She bounces up on stage wearing black tails, a jauntily bespangled top hat, which gets tossed to a lucky fan. She lifts her knees like a majorette, shakes her leonine mane, flashes a perfect smile, and gets down to business. In fifteen seconds her shirt’s off, twenty seconds tops. With sisterly camaraderie, she goes for the women flashing bills at her. If I were to guess, I’d guess that Stormy understands the construction of comedy as well as any stand-up in the country, tragedy-as-farce is her stock-in-trade.

What must she think of the fun-house mirror of her life? I wonder. In the liminal realm of politics and sex, does she take measure of how others see her? What would-be caricatures of herself threaten to subsume her? Raised in dumpy exburbs outside Baton Rouge, a teenage denizen of shopping plazas and incandescent-lit parking lots, slurping chocolate shakes in cars, you’d think she’d make an unlikely redeemer of our collective national nightmare. But she’s what we’ve received, take her for her all in all. Her seeming middling conventionality is what’s so thrilling. She’s an ardent and very good horseback rider, one learns, good mother, soon-to-be-divorced wife, savvy business operator, producer and writer and director of porn films of a certain quality. She considered a run for Senate, as a Republican no less. By all accounts, she’s defining herself as she wishes, and comes across as wholesome, a soccer mom with a g-string under a sensible skirt. She won’t be pushed into being a redeemer on anyone else’s terms.

Now, dancing, shimmying, working the spotlight, she spies, stage right, a guy with a goatee, dressed in Stormy drag, wig, miniskirt, inflated balloons for breasts. A burlesque of burlesque. Catching his eye, she seems enlivened, gratified by the funhouse impersonation, and kneels down to him, massaging her slightly more authentic breasts against his. The faux-Stormy’s girlfriend’s fingers glide along the real Stormy’s arms, as if trying to discern the difference. Then it’s over practically before it’s started. Stormy simulates auto-erotic pleasure, hoists her breasts, waves to the crowd, and makes her exit, scooping up stray bills along the way, making sure no money is left on the table. Hefty security guys hustle her off stage. And we, collectively, regain our breath, return to our beers, and wonder exactly what we’ve just witnessed.

I relinquish my spot at the bar, trying to see if I can beat out the Times for a revelatory quote at the meet-and-greet (an additional fee), but my legs are tired, it’s late, and a No Comment would make a depressingly intrusive coda to the night’s oddly introspective visions. I overhear the faux- Stormy say: “No matter what else happens to me, at least I’ll always have that.” Maybe that’s as close as I’m going to get for a quote, and maybe that’s what I have too. I glance at the notes scrawled on my hand (“Abracadabra,” “Fred Astaire,” “Miss Someone”), and return to the Mark Twain, re-immersing myself in the nineteenth century’s own scandal and disgrace. Another dancer is strutting across the stage now, and the republic of Lincoln, Jefferson, Frederick Douglass, still holds, and, with Stormy now at its disputatious center, we still believe, despite the odds, in the rowdy, quarrelsome, shambolic spirit of America.

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RIP DAVID CASSIDY, GRANT HART

Considering icons of different music worlds: two eulogies

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Maybe rewrite history and David Cassidy shows up late for the Partridge Family audition, stoned, hair plastered to his skull, so the next guy, Walt Strohman or someone, ends up Keith Partridge, and somewhere down the line Walt runs for President, drives into North Korea with a USA flag pin in his lapel. David Cassidy, well, let’s just say he joins the Peace Corps, gets a corporate gig, divorces, bangs up his knee in a hang-gliding incident, spirals sideways, slurping solo appletinis at Olive Garden. You get the idea.

But the moment David Cassidy became Keith Partridge, he became fixed as Keith Partridge till the day he died, like Elvis kept on having to be Elvis, and Chaplin couldn’t stop being the Tramp, penguin walking even unto Swiss exile. Twenty years old when he got the job, David-cum-Keith lived blessedly in a California cul-de-sac (I think), riding to gigs on the funky Mondrian Partridge Family bus.

The bus was made for Keith—a proxy for America trying to outpace the Eisenhower suit, black-and-white tv. It’s hard to remember, but buses at one time were conveyances of transcendence. You know, not just sharing a smoke with a sad-sack in worn-out shoes, but Ken Kesey, Greyhounds to Montgomery, Fathead Newman blowing sax on the chitin circuit. To be sure, the Partridge Family was commodified, homogenized, Keith the epitomized product, the bus doubtless a product of much corporate dithering, but when the Partridge Family first aired, September, 1970, as school kids were getting back from summer vacations, maybe a school bus wasn’t just a school bus, it could be like an express ride to Valhalla. At the top of our lungs, my grade school friends and I sangshouted “I Think I Love You,” maybe it was, or “I Can Feel Your Heartbeat” or any of the catchy leave-nothing-to-chance Wrecking Crew tunes coming through the static on those waning summer days. David Cassidy/Keith Partridge with his earnest sloe eyes and hair like a fashion-forward Jesus’ had come to carry us to salvation. We were ready, willing, rapturous.

Grant Hart, songwriter/drummer in the seminal punk outfit, Hüsker Dü, died a week before David Cassidy—in comparative obscurity. I didn’t even learn about his death (liver cancer, Hepatitis C) till months after the fact. But like David’s, Grant Hart’s life would be summed up from a brief intensely packed period in his twenties. From 1979 to 1987 Grant sang from behind the kit like Gene Krupa and Judy Garland on everything, bare feet pumping the bass pedals, hair whipping off halos of sweat. Hüsker Dü had aspired to be punk rock’s answer to the Beatles, and succeeded to the extent that the band was once interviewed by Joan Rivers; but they never became the Beatles, or U2 or Culture Club for that matter. After the band’s inevitable breakup in 87 Grant, for all his vividness, became a cautionary tale, living a mashup afterlife of semi-addiction, puttering with classic cars, painting, sliding in and out of the alternative rock scene, releasing an underappreciated album here and there. Maybe some of us will always be ourselves, vectors of our genes’ power over us, while others are irrevocably exponents of chance. There was probably no alternative life for Grant Hart. Winning the lottery, a hang gliding incident, wouldn’t have knocked him off the course he was on.

People often assume, I think, America was pretty radically made over in the time between the cancellation of the Partridge Family tv show in 74 and the release of Hüsker Dü’s first album (Land Speed Record) in 81. But who knows, maybe things didn’t change that much. In the early 70s, tuning in Cronkite, helicopters cruising over Vietnam jungle, the choppers’ whack-whack contrasting to my bicycle chain’s metallic whirl as I pumped across neighbors’ lawns in suburban Massachusetts, optimism was still the default American mode. In time Vietnam ebbed, the choppers lifted off the embassy roof, and Reagan’s sunshiny jingoism creeped into the living room, the bedroom, the boardroom. USA! USA! Hüsker Dü was only one of the bands that signaled the 80s flowering angst, twists of irony, a counter to the optative mood, but the band also germinated its own sense of precarious hopefulness. Listen to “Celebrated Summer”—and tell me it doesn’t knock you into a state of anguished ecstasy.

You don’t have to be a soothsayer to discern the consistent currents flowing beneath changeable surfaces. It was the 80s. I was exploring different directions in music, literature, movies—chasing the highbrow in a suburban middlebrow way. I graduated college, hitchhiked around, moved to Hawaii to complete the novel I’d been working on, wrote some poetry, moved to Brooklyn. Sometime in the midst of this perambulating, I scrounged tickets for a Hüsker Dü show in West Hartford, Connecticut. The show was toward the end of the band’s run, but on stage, pounding his drums, Grant didn’t appear to be running out of steam at all. He wailed “Girl Who Lives on Heaven Hill,” “Don’t Want to Know if You Are Lonely,” full-throatedly, mop hair whirling. I pogo’d like crazy in the front row. The crowd sang along in tribal solidarity and, so it improbably seems, joy. It reminds me now, in David Cassidy’s and Grant Hart’s coincidentally linked deaths, how we did sing in our collective euphoria, preteens and punks, without exclusionary pretense, and lived for those moments of pure aural bliss, living for the tunes, as if no other utterance could possibly add to the divine nonsense of being.

REMEMBRANCE OF THINGS PAST: CHARLOTTESVILLE & THE CIVIL WAR MONUMENTS

“Very Fine People on Both Sides”

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Art by Zoe Grieze

Like many Americans in the summer of 2017, I watched in horror as the miscellany of skinheads, Holocaust deniers, white supremacists, Neo-Nazis, Christian Identity gargoyles, and old-fashioned KKKers, took to the streets of Charlottesville, VA, ostensibly to protest the taking down of statues of Confederate generals, Robert E Lee and Stonewall Jackson, but perhaps more pointedly to attach their own brands to that of the Lost Cause, a brand with a black-suppression pedigree and proven staying power.

Swept up in the euphoria of the 2008 and 2012 elections, many out-of-the-closet lefties, including me, had wanted to believe that the advent of the Obama era signaled a prospering of tolerance and civility, a Camelotian pause. And despite the administration’s failure to sustain the promise of the tent-revival campaign rhetoric (Americans desire for drama is always more potent than its patience for the protracted and dull business of governance), at times the country felt as if it was being steered toward something like fulfillment of national aspirations. Does anyone recall Aretha Franklin singing “(You Make Me Feel Like) A Natural Woman” at the Kennedy Center Awards in 2015, with the Obamas in attendance? The performance is spellbinding. It’s impossible to watch a clip without feeling something historical is going on. Aretha tries the oldest showbiz move in the world, shedding her fur coat like a stripper and strutting onto center stage, all cleavage and heart-rendering provocation, as Obama, our coolest president since Calvin Coolidge, mouths the words, wiping tears from his eyes. The song itself, written by Carole King and Gerry Goffin, is a carnal/spiritual declaration, but Aretha’s performance, in the high secular church of American culture, contains multitudes: three hundred years of American race war, the Civil War, Reconstruction, Jim Crow, Selma and Montgomery and Memphis and Washington DC. It’s performance not politics, but her singing asserts personal transcendence over history, a triumph of decency over despair, in sync with the audience that includes the first brown-skinned President of the United States.

In Charlottesville, in August, 2017, it appeared, however, not all that much had changed since 2008. Indeed, things looked worse. Let’s pretend, for the moment, that the successor to Barack Obama wasn’t pandering when he commented re: Charlottesville that there were good and bad people on both sides, and let’s pretend for one more moment that he was making a metaethical point: that morality, essentially, is situational, and we all contain within us germs of good and evil. We’re all white supremacists and protestors of white supremacists. In this configuration, the original white power rally organizers, despite their chants and costumes, could easily have been something between: buffs interested in preserving real history from those who would rewrite it. And some bad hombres happened to join the group. Trump, strongman philosopher king, speaking words of wisdom, may have been refereeing the slim margin that saves humanity from devolving into madness and chaos, arbitrating the shades of good and evil that march to war in all humanity. Let’s pretend.

Not long after the Charlottesville riots, some friends and I were recapping what we’d watched on tv, including the post-scripted-press-conference Trumpian tantrum. Someone asked my thoughts about the Confederate statues in particular. I’d written a novel about a Confederate soldier/slave-owner, and a few academic works related to the war, so presumably had some insight to add.

I stammered something about the statues having different meanings for different people, but that didn’t help at all and we turned to another subject. At the time I wasn’t exactly sure what I meant, but in retrospect I suppose I’d meant to point out that history contains elements of distortion and myth, maybe it’s all distortion and myth, but one clings to what one has as a means of preserving cultural bonafides. In the South in particular, great- great- great-grandfathers loom large. Those uniformed boys of 1861, with their squirrel guns and daggers, and officers in feathered hats and prophet’s beards, are Shamanic spirits in the South. But then the old gods lost, didn’t they?—their war, their property, their slaves, their crops, their invulnerability, their cavalier plumes and sidearms. In the spring of 1865, soldiers were deserting the Army of Northern Virginia by the thousands, till the remnant that surrendered at Appomattox, by some accounts, consisted of a few more than 28,000 starvelings. In the wake of that loss, it devolved upon the decedents of the army remnants, and the deserters, to replenish, restore (redeemed is the word the Klan used) the South. Many summers when I was a kid, my parents, inveterate travelers, dragged me and my siblings across the country; large parts of our vacations were spent south of the Mason-Dixon, exploring nearly every Civil War battlefield between Virginia and Mississippi and Tennessee. Years later when I traveled there on my own, chatting it up with the natives, I was struck by Southern preoccupation, obsession, with a war fought a hundred and fifty years ago by, when it comes down to it, ancestral strangers. The Northeast, where I came from, registers the Civil War (or, in Southern formulation, War of Northern Aggression) as roughly equivalent, by socio-historical standards, to the Depression. It plays no part in cocktail party chatter, and surfaces less than you’d expect in political discourse. Perhaps the closest equivalent we have in the North is the American Revolution. But we don’t think much about Paul Revere, George Washington, or Saratoga and Ticonderoga either, at least the way Southerners go on about Jackson and Forrest, Chancellorsville and Manassas, with the explanatory fervor of a spurned lover.

As we drove through these Southern towns, the ubiquity of the monuments and paraphernalia of Confederate memorializing were a puzzle to me, even at a young age. What manner of country erects monuments to those who’d committed the lives of a quarter million men (roughly two percent of the entire population) to dismantle it? My father, who’d been a high school history teacher, in trying to come to terms with the question, would pause in thought in the front seat, smoking his pipe, but come short of an explanation, inevitably, just as I would years later.

But to those of us raised in the North, those remote Southern heroes possessed a visual panache that surpassed that of Northern equivalents: the optics, as they say, of the Southern officer class were simply superior. I remember lingering on pictures of the Confederate commanders in Civil War photo books. Lee, surpassingly handsome, a silver fox. Jeb Stewart, in feathers and red silk (a guess) and leather boots to his knees, looks like a parading, preening musketeer. Something you wouldn’t believe in a movie. John Mosby rides, poses in profile, vanishes into the Virginia countryside. The fantastically named Pierre Gustave Toutant-Beauregard sports a trimmed mustache and soul patch, feline eyes. There’s dash and élan in these fellows missing from the corporatish miens of Northern stalwarts like George Meade, U S Grant, Benjamin Butler. Even the woman-loving Fighting Joe Hooker looks like an overgrown Staples assistant manager on a Florida golf junket. Of Federal officers, only Tecumseh Sherman, of Federal commanders, stiff-haired, feral-skinned, possesses the compelling photogenicness of a warrior and boon nocturnal companion.

Besides, opposition to Northern hegemony was and is the romantic position to take. The North—the North is the mechanistic, the conforming, the company man. Come on. And the South? Moonlight rides through the forest, naps on joggling boards, courting under the tuliptree.… To be sure, all that hoop-skirted napping was problematized by the institution of slavery, but as long as slavery could be conveniently kept out of the discussion, the messaging of the aesthetic could prevail. Indeed, the war was never about slavery, was how it was explained to me a thousand times by well-meaning Southerners. The war was about the preservation of a way of life, the right to live unfettered from coercion (excluding, it goes without saying, those with darkly pigmented skin).

It’s inevitable (or so it seems to us now) that after Lee’s surrender in the spring of 1865, some new valediction would come to replace slavery defense as the Confederacy’s raison d’être. Thus, beginning in 1865 and continuing to the current president’s pronouncements about Charlottesville, Lost Causers claimed that the act of resistance, not what was being resisted, had been what they were gambling on all along. Their position reversed cause and effect, and claimed rebellion as fundamental, slavery auxiliary at best. For many, the Confederacy’s military defeat might even have ennobled and enshrined the idea of resistance. Poems like Allen Tate’s “Ode to the Confederate Dead” (1928) implicitly cloaked the cause in cultural legitimacy. Tate, a charter member of the Southern Agrarian literary movement of the 30s, gazes at Stonewall Jackson with classicalist veneration:

Stonewall, Stonewall, and the sunken fields of hemp,
Shiloh, Antietam, Malvern Hill, Bull Run.
Lost in that orient of the thick and fast
You will curse the setting sun.

Perhaps Jackson, Robert E Lee, weren’t traitors to their country, but the beau ideal: perversely, aptly, most representative Americans.

The Confederate memorials didn’t drop out of the sky. Sometimes, looking at a statue of some Confederate luminary, it’s easy to forget that someone had to conceive, someone had to obtain permits, someone had to commission the sculptures, someone had to sculpt them, someone had to arrange the ribbon cuttings and bbqs and speeches and parades. A brief history: Within a few years after Appomattox, a couple Confederate markers were put up on the old battlefields to mark positions where the regiments and brigades had fought. But the war had broken the South economically, and there was little left in the coffers for statues and elaborate reminders, and veterans had little appetite for refighting a lost war. But decades later things would change. As the region reestablished an economic and political foothold in the late decades of the 19th century, and the philosophical underpinning of the Lost Cause took root. Then between 1890 and 1920—as veterans died out and a new generation of Southerners tried to establish apartheid via Jim Crow laws, threats, lynchings—hundreds of commemorative monuments were erected in towns throughout the South, some funded directly by local and state governments, others by so-called Citizens Councils, Confederate veterans groups, Daughters of the Confederacy etc. One of the most prominent monuments—the Lee equestrian statue on Richmond’s Monument Ave, unveiled in 1890—was the brainchild of the Southern Historical Society, a Lost Cause organization spearheaded by ex-Confederate general and race-baiter, Jubal Early, the man who wrote, “Reason, common sense, true humanity to the black, as well as the safety of the white race, required that the inferior race should be kept in a state of subordination.” In the face of such rhetoric, what was a monument of Lee supposed to stand for? In the same 1890-1920 period, roughly 2500 black citizens were tortured and murdered by white citizens in the name of subordination and redemption: not just a restating, but an extension of the Confederacy’s agenda through extra-judicial means.

I worry my own reading of Southern literature and my experience in talking to people in the South isn’t sufficiently represented in what I’ve said so far. Doubtless some white Southerners despised slavery, wished the institution had been abolished much earlier than it was, and found the whole Cavalier, agrarian-mysticism a bunch of bunk. But post-Appomattox, many white Southerners also felt a genuine and understandable nostalgia for an antediluvian past, lamenting the war’s destruction of the tuliptrees and joggling board, and were revolted by the epidemic of lynching. Many people I talked to in my travels did share the sentiment of the Southern boys, for whom, as William Faulkner famously wrote, “not once but whenever he wants it, there is the instant when it’s still not yet two o’clock on that July afternoon in 1863, the brigades are in position behind the rail fence, the guns are laid and ready in the woods and the furled flags are already loosened to break out and Pickett himself with his long oiled ringlets and his hat in one hand probably and his sword in the other looking up the hill waiting for Longstreet to give the word and it’s all in the balance, it hasn’t happened yet….”

But it’s precarious business: acknowledging and refuting past sins.

In Faulkner’s Absalom, Absalom!, Quentin Compson, one of those Southern boys who can’t get Pickett’s ringlets out of their heads, lives in “a kind of vacuum filled with wraithlike and indomitable anger and pride and glory at and in happenings that occurred and ceased fifty years ago.” It’s 1910, and Quentin’s at Harvard in the peak year of monument building; beholden to the South’s glory and sin, he can’t find a way out of history, the “entailed birthright father and son and father and son of never forgiving General Sherman, so that forever more as long as your children produce children you wont be anything but a descendant of a long line of colonels killed in Pickett’s charge.…”

Quentin’s problem is one of living in the shadow of ancestors who insist on inserting themselves into the conversation. The past doesn’t liberate him. It suffocates him, but without it he’s cultureless, half-formed. It’s akin to the problem W E B Du Bois saw in Robert E Lee, and those who venerated him: “He followed Virginia not because he particularly loved slavery (although he certainly did not hate it), but because he did not have the moral courage to stand against his family and his clan.”

“’I dont hate it,’” Quentin says. “‘I dont hate it,’ he said. I dont hate it he thought, panting in the cold air, the iron New England dark: I dont. I dont! I dont hate it! I dont hate it!”

When I first encountered the monuments in front of the courthouses and in town squares, I regarded them, I suppose, without a shred of irony. In some way, they kickstarted my fascination with the war. My interest was prompted by the war’s look—meaning, the medium through which it presented itself (still black-and-white photos, semi-preserved battlefields, statues, souvenir hats and postcards). As a twentieth-century kid I imagined wandering around the nineteenth century like a tourist in a dream, passing through the field hospitals, sitting in on Lincoln’s cabinet meetings, witnessing the instant Longstreet gave the command for Pickett’s men to cross the field, toward the copse of trees, where a Yankee fusillade was going to annihilate them. It’s a way into history, and not irrelevant. One of my earliest vacation memories is of clamoring through someone’s backyard on the outskirts of Gettysburg with my father, in search of the marker that showed where my own great- great- great-grandfather’s regiment, the Seventh Maine, had been positioned in reserve, waiting for the breakthrough of Lee’s Army of Northern Virginia that never came. Years later, irony complicated things, as it does. I’d known as a kid, of course, that the Confederacy and slavery were inextricably entwined. My preference for Confederate glam didn’t reconcile with the ugliness of reality, and the subtext of secession; moreover, the fact that it didn’t was relevant to the ambient discussion going on around me. Constitutionally one could say that the Southern states had the right to secession (Massachusetts and other New England states, dissatisfied with Federal embargoes, threatened to abandon the Union during the 1812 war), but secession for South Carolina and the ten other states that followed its lead was solely a means of establishing a slave autocracy, free of Congressional balance that tipped heavily toward the North. Secession’s supporters—this particular secession—the venerated Robert E Lee included, were not just collateral supporters of a Constitutional bait-and-switch, but self-deluding, willing to sacrifice the deeper principle for the lesser (Lee said he considered slavery wrong, and acted otherwise). They knew enough to talk about slavery in muted tones, and made themselves out as the offended party, not unlike Trump professing alarm at hearing himself called a racist. Shocking!

Curiously, the white supremacists who came to Charlottesville to “defend history,” embracing the Confederate patriarchy as coequals in their race war, also happened to be exposing the internal incoherence of the patriarchy’s cause. The antebellum secessionists and postbellum Lost Causers operated in the closet, at least metaphorically; postbellum, their Mardi Gras disguises, their positions of power, their whiteness, their “respectability,” gave them a degree of moral deniability, however implausible. Even Jube Early said whites were helping blacks by subjugating them, and the white patriarchy was essentially benevolent, law-abiding, caretaking. But plausibility was never their concern. When murder becomes the default mean for the enforcement of norms—de facto law—then the enforcers of the norm become arbiters of their own morality. In the twenty-first century the white supremacists who rallied around the monuments in Charlottesville inadvertently came closer to actual history than they probably knew.

Cut to the video: Charlottesville, August, 2017, and the anti-semitic chants, the faces of contempt, the car careening through the crowd. Ostensibly, the white supremacists came to Charlottesville because they wanted “real” history to be preserved: a version of history with some ostensible decorum, in which the marble general on a horse stood for dignity, valor, a code of honor and all the rest. But, paradoxically, in the vile rhetoric, the Hitler salutes, the physical violence, they came closer to unveiling the reality of the meaning of the monuments than they’d intended, sustaining what poor Quentin Compson knew in 1910: that it all relied upon a beautiful lie.

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